It doesn't matter how many failures we have, in our efforts to eliminate the egoic tendencies and succeed in meditation, we are going to succeed if we will so, there is no doubt about this.
When there is a failure do not lose your time and energy complaining or doubting your self. Failures and difficulties give us the opportunity to develop our mental and emotional capacities and discover our defects and free ourselves from them.
Instead of complaining find out what caused the failure and what you can do in order to overcome the inner weaknesses and the external difficulties.
Be always constructive, inventive and courageous. Find new ways or utilize appropriately what you already know.
Be a dynamo of spiritual strength, a worker of light and a servant of God.
It is bound to succeed!
My beloved master said this wonderfully:
Be original. Be inventive.
Be courageous. Take courage again and again.
Do not imitate. Be strong. Be upright.
Think with your own head. Be yourself.
All perfection and every divine virtue are hidden within you - reveal them to the world.
Wisdom, too, is already within you - let it shine forth.
Let the Lord's Grace set you free.
~ Haidhakan Babaji! - 1984
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